Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Had lots of thoughts running all over my mind. ;)
Yeap. This few days that i didn't update my blog is due to my tiredness, doing assignments & just having the same routine. =D
Sis told me that Ahma is in the hospital.
Yes, this ahma of mine i think pri 4 was my last time seeing her.
Because i'm not like my sis who often visit my biological father.
Today happen that Mr Amir cancelled his lesson & change to next Friday.
I was suppose to meet Baobei but end up i didnt. But i do miss her okay. =X
Knock off, went back home & went to TTSH with mom.
The moment i reach there, seeing ahma i dont know why i seriously feel like crying out.
Poor thing, she lost her weight till i see bone.
She couldn't rmb my mom & I, i think perhaps it's been so many years ever since we met.
I dont know, when mom asked me to tell her im here etc, i feel like crying. Duhh.
I really hope she'll recover & live longer.
The most angry part is whereby my biological father didn even pay a visit to his mother.
This is seriously sucks ttm.
I think Karma will falls on him. Whatever shit he done to my mom in e past all karmas will falls on him.
He doesn't deserve any respect from me.
But nevermind, i don't think i'll be seeing him & even if he sees me he doesn't even know my adorable face. =x
I think as times goes by, you'll know who is supporting you.
Who's the one who will give you care & concern.
Who's the one that making use of you.
& many more.
& i would like to say that i left like 3 weeks with my beloving classmates.
Seriously i had lots of memories with them.
They're like my motivations you know.
Ohmygod. I cant believe that we're like not gonna be in the same school for our degree programme. =(